Beautifully Bad

You're the lines on my table
The crazy I crave
And the ways I'm unstable
You make me feel sane
You're chaos incarnate
And I can't say no
'Cause this thing that we've started
Has taken its toll, and it shows
This is beautifully bad for us both

I've never tried so hard not to fall in love before
But your eyes aren't just mine every time that we're at your door

Two AM has come again
Now I'm scared this feeling never ends, 'cause I want you
I've never tried so hard not to fall in love before

Waited, fixated
I've watched you arrive with your hands on my body
And my head in your thighs
Maybe we're broken
Habitually cold, but when you say my name
I lose all my control, and it shows
This is beautifully bad for us both

I've never tried so hard not to fall in love before
But your eyes aren't just mine every time that we're at your door

Two AM has come again
Now I'm scared this feeling never ends, 'cause I want you
I've never tried so hard not to fall in love before

I wanna talk dirty to you
But the words in my mouth
All come out like I'm trying to say something else now
Like I'm over
Just to talk
It don't matter
What we are

I've never tried so hard not to fall in love before
But your eyes aren't just mine every time that we're at your door