Retrospective

Oh baby, I'm looking at what remains
I couldn't tell you the same, I guess that's life
If you couldn't tell by now, I'm hopelessly waiting
Begging all night to break through
Stuck in an endless loop, I'll deny the truth
Asking why

I can't redo
The past and present calls me to truth
And every part of my being doubts the best feeling
So tell me what am I to you?

I can't renew
The part of me I lost in the view
Hooked up on all the wavering eyes leaves me paralyzed
Taking two stеps back but I keep moving on

Concern is filling up your lies, once again I'm all but brokеn
I'll save me if I can (I let it go, let it go, breathe again)
If you couldn't tell by now, I'm hopelessly wasting
Away to the core inside
It keeps eating away at me everyday
Asking why

I can't redo
The past and present calls me to truth
And every part of my being doubts the best feeling
So tell me what am I to you?

I can't renew
The part of me I lost in the view
Hooked up on all the wavering eyes leaves me paralyzed
Taking two steps back but I keep moving on

And I tried to change me but my mind can't just erase me anymore than I have already done
And looking back I'm ready to admit it was all me who destroyed everything I am

Caught up in my demise (caught up and I can't ignite)
The doubt puts out my light
I can't be sure of who I am or when I'm alive

I can't redo
The past and present calls me to truth
And every part of my being doubts the best feeling
So tell me what am I to you?

Ooh
Oh
I am
Turning back