Tame

On the road where I was brought up
In the middle of a dream
I was meeting with my cousin
I was pretty sure that we got seen
I had in my truck a crate of weapons
That was what he'd asked of me
'Cause some real estate investors
Couldn't see their way to leave
I tried to back out

I woke up to a task
Honest enough to hate
In nothing's morning after
Feeling stunned feels commonplace
I don't know who I am
But I know I'm tame
As precious time elapses
Again I fill, again I drain

On the same road with my cousin
He was different in this dream
We were in no kind of trouble
He just had a message to give me
He said he was out in Colorado
Where he heard that I had been
And I spurned a certain woman
That it turns out was his friend
I tried to recall

I woke up peeling back
Rubble from the blame
There was no Colorado
I ain't even left the state
I don't know who I am
But I know I'm tame
As dreadful time elapses
Again I curse, again I pray

Oh, I know I'm tame
Oh, I know I'm tame
Oh, I know I'm tame
Oh, I know I'm tame