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I don't wanna kill myself
Just want this to stop
Wanna sit on my bed
And control all my thoughts

I don't wanna be like that
Just wanted u here
But you so so so far
Still hard to believe
I don't wanna kill myself
Just want this to end
Sometimes when u suffer
Feels like goods revenge

I think that it's just so sad
When angels can fly
But life got so heavy
They don't say goodbye

How can I tell everyone
That I don't want to be here
That I feel my life's over
And no one can complete me

How can I tell my mom
That I don't like this life at all
And I know she's trying her best
But I feel so damn alone

(I don't wanna kill myself
I don't wanna kill myself
I don't wanna kill myself
I do wanna kill myself)

I don't wanna kill myself but the only time that I agree with those voices in my mind
It's when we both say that my time it's not here and it's getting harder and harder to not listen to them
I don't wanna kill myself but the only time that feel peace it's when I'm too right
To realize life happening around me I don't wanna kill myself but I'm more afraid
To be here then I'm afraid to death itself. And life it's getting heavy and heavy
And I believe I will be not able to fly with all that weight
I don't wanna kill myself but I'm such such such a disappoitment to everyone around me
And how I wish I could make my parents proud. I don't wanna kill myself
But I'm already doing it. Slowly and quiet. And I'ts the worst death ever