I don't wanna kill myself Just want this to stop Wanna sit on my bed And control all my thoughts I don't wanna be like that Just wanted u here But you so so so far Still hard to believe I don't wanna kill myself Just want this to end Sometimes when u suffer Feels like goods revenge I think that it's just so sad When angels can fly But life got so heavy They don't say goodbye How can I tell everyone That I don't want to be here That I feel my life's over And no one can complete me How can I tell my mom That I don't like this life at all And I know she's trying her best But I feel so damn alone (I don't wanna kill myself I don't wanna kill myself I don't wanna kill myself I do wanna kill myself) I don't wanna kill myself but the only time that I agree with those voices in my mind It's when we both say that my time it's not here and it's getting harder and harder to not listen to them I don't wanna kill myself but the only time that feel peace it's when I'm too right To realize life happening around me I don't wanna kill myself but I'm more afraid To be here then I'm afraid to death itself. And life it's getting heavy and heavy And I believe I will be not able to fly with all that weight I don't wanna kill myself but I'm such such such a disappoitment to everyone around me And how I wish I could make my parents proud. I don't wanna kill myself But I'm already doing it. Slowly and quiet. And I'ts the worst death ever