Almost

I am weak now, I am found out
let my guard down again
I'm equal parts let down and ashamed I let you in
You're not a mystery
I figured out what I didn't know before
Whatever's locked behind your eyes
I don't want it anymore

Almost is such a heavy title to own
In the arms of someone that doesn't want you
You still feel alone
You never felt like home

Hold your silver tongue
I bought every line you've sold so far
When January comes
I'd rather not be where you are
How quickly we fall to being strangers again
The ones close enough to touch are the most painful to miss

Almost is such a heavy title to own
In the arms of someone
That doesn't want you, you still feel alone
I think it's in my nature to blame myself when things go wrong
You never felt like home