Selfish

We didn't really have much, so that's why I'd been wanting more
We didn't even talk much, but still I was
So down to fall
For someone who hated love and songs I'd written all for her
But I couldn't have enough, so I still wish that we'd be the one

I'll cry about our distance, our unreceiving love
But it's alright, because you're safe from my broken words
My feelings don't matter, one way or another
But I hope in any world, you would be my forever
You got someone in mind, I couldn't keep you close
Even though my hands still wish that you're the one to hold
But who am I kidding? Don't want to be selfish
But I hope in any world, you would be my forever

I couldn't find an answer to why I shouldn't stay
But you still find your reasons to push me away
It's the mess we're in and we waste it all
Just to lie to each other how much we love to call
And no shit we left, hope it all be dead
But I'll get the sight of you to hurt myself instead

I'll let you know when's the perfect moment
And you said so just to let me go
But I'm trying so hard to hold on to you

I'll cry about our distance, our unreceiving love
But it's alright, because you're safe from my broken words
My feelings don't matter, one way or another
But I hope in any world, you would be my forever

You got someone in mind, I couldn't keep you close
Even though my hands still wish that you're the one to hold
But who am I kidding? Don't want to be selfish
But I hope in any world, you would be my forever