[Primera Parte] Am7 Drowning in the Blue Nile F7M He sent me Downtown Lights Am7 I hadn't heard it in a while My boredom's bone deep F7M This cage was once just fine Am I allowed to cry? Am7 I dream of cracking locks F7M Throwing my life to the wolves Or the ocean rocks Am7 Crashing into him tonight, he's a paradox I'm seeing visions F7M Am I bad or mad or wise? [Estribillo] C7M G F7M What if he's written mine on my upper thigh only in my mind? C7M One slip and falling back into the hedge maze G F7M Oh, what a way to die G I keep recalling things we never did C7M Messy top lip kiss, how I long for our trysts F7M Without ever touching his skin G C7M How can I be guilty as sin? [Segunda Parte] F7M I keep these longings locked Am7 In lowercase inside a vault F7M Someone told me: "There's no such thing as bad thoughts Only your actions talk" Am7 These fatal fantasies F7M Giving way to labored breath, taking all of me Am7 We've already done it in my head If it's make believe F7M Why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow? [Estribillo] C7M G F7M What if he's written mine on my upper thigh only in my mind? C7M One slip and falling back into the hedge maze G F7M Oh, what a way to die F7M My bedsheets are ablaze G I screamed his name C7M Building up like waves crashing over my grave F7M Without ever touching his skin C7M How can I be guilty as sin? [Puente] G F7M What if I roll the stone away? C7M They're gonna crucify me anyway G F7M What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy? F7M G If long suffering propriety is what they want from me C7M Am7 They don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly F7M G I choose you and me, religiously [Estribillo] F7M What if he's written mine on my upper thigh only in my mind? C7M One slip and falling back into the hedge maze G F7M Oh, what a way to die G I keep recalling things we never did C7M Messy top lip kiss, how I long for our trysts F7M Without ever touching his skin G C7M How can I be guilty as sin? [Final] G F7M He sent me Downtown Lights C7M G F7M I hadn't heard it in a while G Am I allowed to cry?