BRIGHTSIDE

I don't know if I'm scared to die
Or if I'm scared of not succeeding
I know I can't justify
Why my thoughts can be misleading
Feel like I'm living on a lie
I'm not ever getting closure
So fed up of getting high
But I don't like things when I'm sober
I'm losing sight, I'm losing touch
I think too fast, I feel to much

Now I'm having trouble
Coping with everything
That's running through my head and
I'm not listening
To any advice that I'm given
I can't stop overthinking
You know I've had no sleep in a week and
I don't think I'll make it through this

I've been taking life for granted (everything just feels too much)
They say to look on the brightside (the brightside's been out of touch)
And I don't wanna face life
But I guess I'm too scared to die
And I'll run at it full pace
But I don't think I'll make it through this

And I'm so ovеr being tired
And I'm so tired of gеtting sick
I'm so sick of getting upset
Why can't I just get a grip?
Get a grip
I'm letting go
I'm falling fast
I'm bleeding slow

Now I'm having trouble
Coping with everything
That’s running through my head and
I'm not listening
To any advice that I'm given
I can't stop overthinking
You know I've had no sleep in a week and
I don't think I’ll make it through this

I've been taking life for granted (everything just feels too much)
They say to look on the brightside (the brightside's been out of touch)
And I don't wanna face life
But I guess I'm too scared to die
And I'll put on a brave face
But I don't think I’ll make it through this

Wasn't ready for the future
'Cause I didn't think I'd make it there
Now my friends are getting married
And I keep on finding new grey hairs
Did I fuck it up?
Did I miss it all?
'Cause I keep on feeling unprepared
No, I wasn't ready
Wasn’t ready for the future
'Cause I didn't think I'd make it there
Now my friends are getting married
And I keep on finding new grey hairs

Did I fuck it up?
Did I miss it all?
Did I fuck it up?
Did I miss it all?
Did I fuck it up?
Did I miss it all?
Did I fuck it up?
Did I miss it all?

Wasn't ready for the future
'Cause I didn't think I'd make it there
Now my friends are getting married
And I keep on finding new grey hairs
I've been taking life for granted (everything just feels too much)
They say to look on the brightside (the brightside's been out of touch)
Wasn’t ready for the future
'Cause I didn't think I'd make it there
Now my friends are getting married
And I keep on finding new grey hairs
I've been taking life for granted (everything just feels too much)
They say to look on the brightside (the brightside's been out of touch)
Paint over every mistake
The brightside’s been out of touch