Morphine

I'm a flawed design as far as I can tell
I am weakened by the frailty of my shell
To give me faith is just the coldest lie
Must I tolerate this all the time?

Salvation can't come too fast
But it never lasts
Breaking down from all the things
That my sickness brings
I have tried but nothing helps
And I can't heal myself
Disconnect me so I can become someone else

I feel like I am paralyzed
Morphine in this case would be nice
It fails me time and time again
Counting my days until the end

Anaesthesia make me numb
When the time has come
Take me somewhere far from here
Help me disappear
I have tried but nothing helps
And I can't heal myself
Disconnect me so I can become someone else