Ender

You want to talk about pain?
So you think I like to talk about pain
Nothing more pains me more than to entertain
I don't need to hear I'm not doing too great
Yes I know it's too late

Irritate, incubate, suffocate, celebrate!
Why can't you just let me go?
If you're so convinced then just leave me alone
Don't need sympathy, no need to cry
Happy days just aren't so easy to come by
Should I just play pretend?

Cut the cackle while everybody else takes a trip
Around the inside of my head?
Are you fucking blind?
Nothing can bring me a smile
Not no kids, not no wife, crooked grin, happy life!

Do you feel ok?
Who the fuck cares? None of your business
Do you want to see what pain is?
Then take a look deep, deep in my fucking eyes!

So let's talk about pain!
Now do you see why I'd rather just bottle up
Eliminate, eradicate
Suppress the ails
Leave me to bullshit and tell you that I'm fine
An open casket to the end of my life!

Ten fifty six
Ender