Traumadoll

I can't fucking sleep!
Forget about a minute not even for a second
I'm faced with the inner workings of my
Mind!
Feeling pretty low when I'm solo, oh no
Why must I die over and over again every fucking night?

Sunk way deep in this coffin I keep thinking
Things that I shouldn't be thinking, like
How will my mother's face look like
When she hears I'm hung up
High in a building somewhere she can't find me
I'll be looking like a pale faced statue
Blue toes, swinging from the staircase

Nothing!
(Can)
Help me!

Wanna taste of this?
I wish that I could only make you feel
Feel the way that I feel
Nightmares so surreal

Look at me now, bitch!
Tossing and turning, waiting for the day
But you never seem to learn that
I'm only waiting for the day that
I disappear, I disappear!

(Please just)
Take me away, take me away

(From here)
Who'd even know? Who'd even care?

(No-one)
Who gives a fuck? Who gives a fuck?
No-one!

Gotta get to sleep because they're always gonna want to fucking
Come back for me, come back for me!

Evil shadows in the corner always
Looking at me, laughing at me!

Better mix and match now will I be waking up alive?
Or, dead in my sleep? Dead in my sleep!

Caught up in my mind again
Caught up in my mind again (why)
Walk into the light again
Walk into the light again (wake)
Never waking up again
Never waking up again (up?)

I'd rather be
Dead in my sleep!

I can't fucking sleep!