Translucent

Focus

Mental dialysis
Separate me from all of the fallacies plaguing within
Search for a catalyst to awaken my dark intentions
Option paralysis
Everlasting as multiple calluses riddle my skin
My psychoanalysis echoes deprivation

I've been dead inside for far too long now
Emptiness has since become my home
Tried to clear my mind, but I can't focus
No sensation in this heart of stone
Heart of stone

This sickness trapped inside
Has left me paralyzed
It's nothing like I've ever felt
No way to justify
No place to hide my lies
Let time collapse upon itself

I can't focus

I can't keep my head above the water
Shackled to fear and doubt, reluctance drowns me out
Of this hopeless tale I am the author
A self-inflicted curse taking me for all I'm worth

This sickness trapped inside
Has left me paralyzed
It's nothing like I've ever felt
No way to justify
No place to hide my lies
Let time collapse upon itself

Make me hurt
Make me
Peel my skin back
Ignite with the flames of defeat
Scorch my insides till there's nothing left
Nothing left

Despite all progress made, my spirit remains translucent

This sickness trapped inside
Has left me paralyzed
It's nothing like I've ever felt
No way to justify
No place to hide my lies
Let time collapse upon itself