Ghost Stories

Don't say Hi to me
You should hide from me
I'm so damn toxic that you'll probably fuckin' die on me
Grotesque anatomy
I'm missin' half of me
It's more than that, can't do the math
Can't count on the hands that abandoned me

Everybody goes away, no one ever stays, I forgot another face
Memories stuck on replay
Everyone I ever loved, all that I touch, everythin' turns into dust
All my angels in the ground, ain't got none left above

Cam crashed his car nothin' left
Same with Shawn, he burned to death
Missed a call, Chelsea's dead killed herself with heroin
2 AM, out of breath!
Nurses said my mom is dead!
Vicodin and Percocet and loaded guns next to my bed

You think that this just music?
I'm really goin' through it
All that shit you talk about, well bitch, you know I really do it
I got the scars to prove it
These guns I really shoot 'em
Keep on bein' stupid, and you'll lose that shit you use to chew with

Everybody entertained by my pain
Kickin' that dirt on my name, straight from the mud
I'm collectin' the sticks and the stones
For the day that I'm fillin' your graves
The same without taken away
I'm gonna use all this pain, I'll make it someday
Every time I'm on that stage, they gonna hear your names

Cam crashed his car nothin' left
Same with Shawn, he burned to death
Missed a call, Chelsea's dead killed herself with heroin
2 AM, out of breath
Nurses said my mom is dead
Vicodin and Percocet and loaded guns next to my bed

What you know about me?
I been diggin' graves since I was 19
Talk shit 'cause that's all ya got, G!
There ain't nothin' left that you could do that could hurt me

Wow, wow, thank you
Supportive
Describe your relationship with your friends and family

I've been takin' so much Xanax to keep myself from panickin'
I'm starin' at a casket and my mother look like wax
She don't even look real, man, she look like a mannequin
That shit hurt me so bad, you can't even fuckin' imagine
If I'm sociopathic, it's 'cause all of the damage

You mishandled my heart and hammered at it till it cracked in half
Yeah, you told me you were pregnant, I'm so happy, cried my eyes out
Next day found out you killed my unborn child
Now I don't know who I am
Hero, villain, good or bad, I'm losin' track
It's like the Batman and Joker been doin' battle in my head
I'm bendin' bars behind a mask like Bane on Venom
Rather watch the world burn than ever light another candle

Identify the most common feelings that you had since
Since the death of your mom
Angry all the time

Yeah, I got a couple bodies on me!
Yeah, I got a couple ghosts that haunt me!
I got a couple bodies on me
I got a couple ghosts that haunt me