Negative Noise

I hate the way it feels, it is my fear
To be running in circles, just to stand still
I need the chaos, I crave the thrill
Feeling its pain is the only thing real

I let it throw its best shots at me
It can punch me in the face, it only sets me free
And I would take a thousand cuts to the throat
Before I live another day in mediocrity

I don't belong here
I, I don't belong here
I'm surrounded by everything that I don't want to be (don't want to be)
The sound is suffocating

It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening
I could take the easy ride
But I will choose the crooked line
The noise builds up around me

It's all just static, it's all so deafening
It's fucking bullshit, I know what I'm seeing
It is a time bomb ticking, and I'm heading right to it
It holds me, I don't wanna leave

I've got an itch for the drug
Do anything to consume it
I may crash and burn over and over again
I see the danger around but I'm a masochist

I'm not one to be ashamed
There is no going back, this is the road I've made
I'm surrounded by everything that I don't want to be (don't want to be)
The sound is suffocating

It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening
I could take the easy ride
But I will choose the crooked line
The noise builds up around me

It's all just static, it's all so deafening
I am all that I have left
I'm understanding
Just not wired like the rest

It's liberating
I am all that I have left
So understand me
I'm not wired like the rest

Not gonna waste my time
Provoked and ready, last chance, I am fucking going off
(Don't even try)
(Don't even try)

I'm ripping up the noise that has been tearing up me
I don't belong here
I'm not wired like the rest
I don't belong here
I'm not wired like the rest

I'm surrounded by everything that I don't want to be (don't want to be)
The sound is suffocating
It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening
I could take the easy ride

But I will choose the crooked line
The noise builds up around me
It's all just static, it's all so deafening

I'm surrounded by everything that I don't want to be (don't want to be)
The sound is suffocating
It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening
I could take the easy ride

But I will choose the crooked line
The noise builds up around me
It's all just static, it's all so deafening
I'm not wired like the rest