surviving on defiance

When I run
You won't find me tracing my steps
From what I wanted
All the horrors you made so real
Burned in mind as promised

If I'm living know I'm half alive
I'm surviving on defiance

I'm fighting in the wake
Unfettered, so maybe
Flowers will bloom for me again
The mirror in my face
She's screaming for blood and violence
But it's my time to pretend

As it was
I was losing myself to fear
As a bitter constant
Oh, I refuse to know you from here
I'm a temper object

While the future still looking bright
I'm surviving on defiance

I'm fighting in the wake
Unfettered, so maybe
Flowers will bloom for me again
The mirror in my face
She's screaming for blood and violence
But it's my time to pretend

So run