Masterpiece

I respond to their calls
That scream the opposite of me
I cross out the lines of the lies that I tell myself
I know the truth
I try to hide

Mess masterpiece
A gorgeous tragedy
The silence breathes life into me
And I see what reality refuses me

I'm fucking sick!

I try to get up
But I'm told to stay down
I have no voice
Against their crown

I know the stares see right through me
I live in a shell
That's painted in red
Without the white, I'm robbed of my right from wrong
The grey can only
Cover for so long

I've tried to keep this door open
No one ever comes
They never come
I've had enough
I'll step right over
And watch it close forever

Mess masterpiece
A gorgeous tragedy
The silence breathes life into me
And I see what's wrong with me

What's wrong with me?
Act naturally
A tragic comedy
I finding comfort in my misery
And no, I see
I'm fucking sick

They will get what they fucking deserve
They don't understand
I'm fucking sick