The Hardest Part

I’m trying to wrap my head around this
It’s too dark to see the light

I've never given thought to a life, without you here by my side
Everything made sense, how to face the world and give it all we had

I'm counting days
I can’t remember the last time I saw your face
I can only hope you found what saved you from all the heartache and pain

I've never given thought to a life, without you here by my side
Everything made sense, how to face the world and give it all we had

I feel so numb
How long has it been?
It feels like forever
I can’t face the light
I don’t want to face the light
I know you’re gone and I can’t change that
I know it’s time to allow myself to feel
Feel the warmth in my heart.

What were the last words I said?
I can't even remember
Did I tell you I loved you?
Maybe if I scream loud enough you will hear me
Can you hear me?

The smile on my face can't fill my empty heart (Hold your breath count to three)
Hold your breath, count to three (Take my hand, I can feel it too)
I'm screaming my lungs out (There’s a place better than here)
Oh, God! How I've missed you (Close your eyes it’ll all be over soon)
And I thank you for making me feel alive.

Oh, God! I’ve missed you
What were the last words that I said?
I can’t even remember
You were my closest friend and I thank you
Thank you for making me feel alive!

I am screaming can you hear me (Hold your breath count to three)
Hold your breath count to three (Take my hand, I can feel it too)
What were the last words I said (There’s a place better than here)
It feels like forever (Close your eyes it’ll all be over soon)
Oh, God! I’ve missed you!

Hold your breath, count to three
Take my hand, I can feel it too
There’s a place better than here
Close your eyes it’ll all be over soon.