Bile

A black folder for my black thoughts
dark thoughts filled with smiles of you
I was lost but you found me
I had forgotten how to live
all i want a surprise package
all i could ask for i found in you
I saw you today you looked so good
your smile still is lovely
though i know what it means now

these clouded eyes i see through
cataract fantasies become real
I don't need love just someone to love
I am just a body that has learned to talk
I am pathetic what was i thinking
how can i fool myself over and over again

he sees where he is in a cave going down
he knows the lights behind him
but he just can't turn around
he's been heading down this way
for maybe far too long and in his desperation
he just wants to end this song