Anxiety

What am I supposed to say
To the fact that you took my heart and ran away
When my life seemed unfair
You turned the other cheek as if you never cared at all
Your face assaults my mind and wastes my mind
But there is nothing I would rather do with it than look into your eyes
Which told me lies and knocked me off guard
I wish you'd show me more respect, you fuel my

Anxiety
Rage wells right into my eyes
Your out of reach
These three weeks blew me out my mind
Anxiety
Filled with hate for your wants and needs
Walk out on me
And I will pretend I never wanted you at all

What am I supposed to say
When I saw you look into his eyes in that way
And all I can think about
Is the time when you lay across me, it was like a

Fantasy
A Utopiate state of mind
You were in my reach
An amasing lover between my thighs
Fantasy
The vision overthrows my eyes
Walk out on me
And I will pretend I never wanted you at all