Don't Save Me

They say that I can't buy happiness
Then why the fuck did I pay for this pill?
If I'm absorbed in my recklessness
Why the hell don't I feel a single thrill?
And you can say what you wanna about the things I do
But I've never been one to, to push my judgement on you
I'm just looking for the next lift up
A couple hours to forget my sins, and my bad luck

I've never been one to use
All the things that I once viewed as the easy way out
Now I open my mouth and commit this sad abuse
Don't you save me now
Cause my life doesn't hurt
And these drugs are how
You can't save me now cause my life is fucked up
And these drugs are how
Please save me now
Cause my body's in need
But my brain won't allow

Checking my pulse make sure that I'm still alive
I haven't felt pain in quite some time
Just to think I was afraid of the weight
My actions would put on display
There's nothing left that I can say
That would relate to a person living for the next day

Don't you save me now
Cause I've just now figured out
Just how much I can take
Without going down

I've never been one to use
All the things that I once viewed as the easy way out
Now I open my mouth and commit this sad abuse
Don't you save me now
Cause my life doesn't hurt
And these drugs are how
You can't save me now cause my life is fucked up
And these drugs are how
Please save me now
Cause my body's in need
But my brain won't allow

Yeah you can't save me now
You can't save me now
I know of something that can turn your problems into nothing
I know of many things that turn dead thoughts into something

I've never been one to use
All the things that I once viewed as the easy way out
Now I open my mouth and commit this sad abuse
Don't you save me now
Cause my life doesn't hurt
And these drugs are how
You can't save me now cause my life is fucked up
And these drugs are how
Please save me now
Cause my body's in need
But my brain won't allow