It's recreation,not suicide

Is it a problem that I want to hear your voice?
Dont tell me no.
I want to make this choice.
In my mind Ill set you high above the rest
Can I stop before I fall?
This is your final test.

[chorus]
Tick tick tick
It's Recreation, Not Suicide
When you told me you loved me,
Why did you lie?
Oh Sweet Edward, you're on my mind.
Its recreation, not suicide

I'm gonna miss you but I'm doing this for me
My heart is broken and its fallen to the sea
I'm into danger
I've forgotten what you said
I just hope that I dont end up dead.

[chorus]
Tick tick tick
Its recreation, not suicide
When you told me you loved me,
Why did you lie?
Oh sweet Edward, youre on my mind.
Its recreation, not suicide.

[bridge]
If you don't like the way I live
well that's too bad
cause you're gone with the wind

[chorus]
Tick tick tick
Its recreation, not suicide
When you told me you loved me,
Why did you lie?
Oh sweet Edward, you're on my mind.
Its recreation, not suicide.