Conductor

I think of the many nights
I've wasted trying to figure
You out. Ignoring my gut
Maybe I just needed to pick
You up? I extended my arms
Out and got pulled right
The fuck down. Yeah I take
A minute to remember how
I got here, then I realize
I just wasted sixty seconds
I'm going to have to kill the
Regretful thought you've instilled
It's you that you betrayed

Who will save you now that you've
Drained all the good from me?
A product of you now
Who will save you now?

Plague you forged this storm
That hovers me, manipulating
Now I finally see how truly
Miserable you make me
I'm breaking free

Now it's time to go back to the Gutter that I found you in
With all of your wonderful Friends, or what's left of them
I'm positive they'll smell your Stench and flee to the sewers
Instead you can pick up right Where you left off
A chip on Your shoulder, and a mouthful to talk
Go spit it all over the Block
Make me the topic of Your day
It's you that you've betrayed

My breath of fresh air slowly Disappeared
With a long deep Inhale, merry Christmas, happy New year
Given in whole to you
You gave Me back the pieces minus a few
And scattered them about
Now I'm left alone to sort them out

I won't be checking lost and
Found, I'm leaving the bitch
At the pound