I Created

I was so sure that a life could exist
My heart held a cross
My heart held a love
But love for me could never stay
It was hate waiting to breathe
And breathe it always has
And breathe it always hill
And I felt new air so many times
But it left me here alone
It left me here to die
Heaven's not a place you go when you die
It's a place you live when you're in love and alive
I was there. But it walked away.
And it feels like I'm dying now
And it feels like I have regrets
I can't change a thing
I'm so sorry I failed love
Failed love. Failed love.