In Fear

I was born with bleeding eyes
As the devil made me blind
He said that he loved me
He said that he cared
With his arms wrapped around me like a vulnerable child
I still feel nothing. I still feel alone.
So leave me with nothing as that's all I deserve.
Leave me with nothing and hear my skin cry like birth.
And the truth is that I am so scared of what goes on inside.
My head let you in
My heart held you close
My eyes don't see you like I wish they could
And I don't remember ever seeing myself smile
Someone tell me what is wrong with me
Am I so sick that I'm helpless?