Crutch

This is my crutch, this is my dream
This is the only thing that ever helps me sleep
This is my home, this is my head
This is my heart on drugs, the monster in my bed

This is my crutch!

These are my aches, this is my pain
This is a giant fabrication of what makes someone insane
This is a joke and this is so sad
And I never knew that feeling good could make you feel so bad
This is a lie, I should've told you all before
I don't know what I'm saying, what I've said and I can't say it anymore
I've been a mess, I've been a dick
I've been on medication I can't pronounce and I'm fucking sick of it

This is my crutch!
This is my crutch!

I feel so incomplete
I think that I've been beat
I've never felt so weak
Christ give me something quick
My emotions make me sick
Is this something I can fix

This is my crutch, this is my dream
This is the only time I feel like I've been beat
This is my pill, this is my end
This is the only thing I need and I'm so lucky you're my friend

This is my crutch!
This is my crutch!
This is my crutch!