I Don't have One

Confusion put me here
Too many things to do
Never saw a day like this
And I'd imagine breathing air
Swimming deeper and I know I'm Drowning
Seen me happy but they've never known
About my brother that he's so much younger
Now is crowded so I know I'm on my own
Out wit me with a stare
Too Bad a roll will follow
Never saw a day like this
I'd imagine being there