Her Dead And Fusted Fields

I'm not sure to come back, maybe I'll never'
For more than two years far from here, away from those who were mine'
Now, do I really want this trip anymore?
Indecision rises inside me'
I can't stand this growing terror,
Every thought is shaking and the beast is roaring under'

Mother of every being, your beautiful innocence
Is the theatre of pacifying colours, forever lasting'
Just a still expanse, vast and so weak, defenceless'

Ho Earth' now hidden by my thumb'
Sorry to leave you behind'
Sorry to be no more by your side'

You were so close and relieving
But now at each glimpse, I see you further
A safety vision that slowly fades away
Leaving us alone ahead the deep unknown'

Wherever focus my sight, just a black-painted wall
A stabbed backdrop the stars shine through
Every ticket has been sold
No chance to turn back
So far, you're just a point, and then we are lost
In the infinite drapery, out of reach for so much time'

With red boundless streaks
Set aglow by a further sun
Unfolding dead and rusted fields
She has dressed up for our coming
Numb with cold, sterilized'
Faithful squires watching over us

Ho Earth' you're so far,
Won't you forgive us to have
To have ran'
Away for her dead and rusted fields

First steps
On this single day
All around all what I see
Just a perfect desolation
I've waited so long
To arrive where no life has dwelt here
For 3 billions years or more'