Small Town Anatomy

I can't find a reason, this isn't the season,
Where I can comprehend.
And in
this town, they don't understand me.
And I don't understand myself.

I'll
turn my head, and make a decision.
When I don't understand myself.
I'll learn
from this, and take consideration.
But I won't understand myself.

Believe
me, its hard to catch up to all my feelings.
And the mistakes that i've made
leave me lost and wandering.
I can't figure out what my life's about.
I don't
know just where I want to start.

I don't want to go, and I don't want to
stay.
I'm indecisive about every move I make.
And will I find the time to
make this any better?
I won't understand myself.

And how did I get myself
into this mess.
When I dont understand myself.
It's simply the sum of all my
foolishness.
When I don't understand myself.

If you believe i'll make it
through this nightmare,
You are wrong.
It's like an unbarable weight holding
me here.
And it's got me on the ground.
Small town anatomy is catching up to
me,
And I can't think it over, I can't think it over.
Small town anatomy its
got the best of me,
And I won't think it over, I won't think it over this time.