Will & Testament

Push me further down the halls
I want to see something else than these white walls
And give me some other sound than of the distinct steps of death walking around
Telling everyone to keep calm and let him let them carry on

But this blood won't pump any faster through this heart
And it feels just like they're feeding me with hope from a straw

So give me time and time again
I want to be there with my friends
Give me one more day before the end, I'm gonna finish everything
Because I ain't ready, I ain't ready to die today

So bring me back to the start where this morphine is worth nothing at all
And take the needle from my vains. I just want to feel alive again
I am gonna rise up from this bed and burn my last will and testament

And I say goodbye to every single piece of hair on my skin
And it feels just like I should provide a goodbye to everything

So doctor, doctor, give me time and time again
I want to be there with my friends
Give me one more day before the end, I just want to say goodbye to them
Because I ain't ready, I ain't ready to die today

So give me a place where I can see the earth and the trees
Where I'm not hooked up and torn apart by chemotherapy
Give me that moment in time when this life was something worth dying for
But death was never in sight

I wanted time and time again but cancer screwed it up my friend
It was my last will and testament but death won't understand
That I ain't ready, I ain't ready to die today