Memento

I take a look around
Can't remember this place
Everything blurs and melts down in the summer haze
Lights start to sway
And my hands feel so cold
Flashes in my head like a torrent of pictures uncontrolled

I would give everything
To remember
Where I have been these last few days
These fragments of memories missing
Are fucking with my head
Can't forget
What has been washed away
But the mirror says I'm the one who did it

Lying on the ground
Bewildered and confused
A few last lucid moments I'm about to loose
Faces carved in the sand
Names I can't recall
This blood on my hands
The cryptic drawings on the wall

I would give everything
To remember
Where I have been these last few days
These fragments of memories haunting
Fucking with my head

Can't forget
What has been washed away
But the mirror says I'm the one who did it
The scars left
On my skin are like a testimony
I can feel the burden of guilt
This endless spiral will bring me down
All this pain I can't overcome

Let me gather the pieces, dig into in the past
See if it releases the demon I buried deep inside
Cuz it has been hiding for so long
I know it's there I know it waits to reappear
And it has grown up so strong
You should beware you should run away with fear

Can't forget
What has been washed away
But the mirror says I'm the one who did it
The scars left
On my skin are like a testimony
I can feel the burden of guilt