December Ruined Everything

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[Verse]
C
  I haven't felt this low in a long 
time
          Am
I haven't seen sunlight for 5 days
            G
And now the inside of my mouth's a 
mess

Just like the inside of my head
         F
I know I shouldn't have dropped by 
tonight
But I just didn't know who else I 
      C
could talk to
    Am
And December never seems to listen
              Bm            C
When I kindly ask for it to leave
            Am
All of this uncertainty and these 
unfinished bus rides
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Are breaking me like you wouldn't 
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believe

[Chorus]
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So I just sit here grinding my teeth
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                     F         C  
And think about that beautiful 
smile that's stuck in my head, I 
              G
know she doesn't exist
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All she ever seems to want to do is
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 talk to me at great length about 
our dead parents
     Am
So I get up, get out and start 
walking
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And try to think of ways to make 
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winter go
       Am                          
And as I slipped and fell on black 
       F                           
ice, I felt no urgency to get back 
Am
up
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Sometimes it just doesn't pay to 
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get uh-uh-up
               G
Just like most mornings
    C
Lay awake and think about the past

A stairwell full of dirty needles 
and broken glass
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Nights spent on cold wooden floors 
            Am
scratching scabies
        F                          
7 years on, fingers still crossed, 
            G     F# F    G
hoping that maybe

[Bridge]

                   C
Someday I'll sober up, and I won't 
be a joke
              Am
And I'll stop smoking half your 
cigarette before realizing I don't 
smoke
         Em
And I'll stop giving in to vices 
when I feel like life's a lost cause
              F
And I'll stop going to bed with a 
splitting headache then waking up 
with a sore jaw
         C
And I'll appreciate the small amount
 of time that you decided to spend 
with me
        Am
Instead of learning to hate you so 
that I can get this over with 
quickly
         Em
And I'll stop checking for bad news 
about planes flying out of Scotland
                F
In case they've crashed into the 
ocean with my family members on them

[Other]
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But until that day, I know I'll 
       G
always be
                    F            
Your pair of broken headphones on 
      F/E   F        C
your loneliest ride home
                  G                
And you'll always be that song 
    F
about a fresh start
For which I can't seem to write the 
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ending