Problematic Subject

Dedication weighs a ton
When it's sinking in my hidden hunch
Modern day renaissance
Procrastinate with no response
Anxious irrelevance
I’m laughing at my own expense
Response ingenuous
I got nobody left to blame but myself
For it's natural instinct to act defensive
When you're a problematic subject

Dramatized in the public eye
Nation wide mortified by the slightest fright
Rightwing driving through the night
With a mind shield, windmill cable tied to my
Anxious irrelevance
I’m laughing at my own expense

My conscience irreverent
I'm coming to terms with my ignorance
Anxious irrelevance, this old rickety bridge burnt to a crisp
Response ingenuous, my arrogance is so petulant
I'm sending out a bad precedent
What am I proving, constantly losing, honor is bruising
Natural instinct to act defensive
When you're a problematic subject

Kiss your crucifix
Struggle to get a grip
You're the main ingredient
To this disobedience
And it's my anxious irrelevance
I'm saddened by what I represent
What am I proving, constantly losing, honor is bruising
Natural instinct to act defensive
When you're a problematic subject