Stained Glass Reality

Am I lost or yet found?
All the distractions are unbound
The minute I left, all the grass turned green
(All the grass turned green)
A quiet place never meant to be seen
(Never meant to be seen)
This is my martyrdom for all things that I have stained
Forgetting the save paths we walked through
Everything seems to stand in our way

It feels like every time I leave the stars will regain their light
I‘m alone without their guide

I lost my way
You're the compass
I‘m the magnet that‘s distracting you
I don’t hesitate, I walk north

There is no alignment to guide me
Everything is turning inside of me
With my eyes open wide
There‘s still nothing to see

This silence is deafening, I can't remember what‘s on my mind
What was I feeling inside?

I lost my way
You're the compass
I‘m the magnet that‘s distracting you
I don’t hesitate, I walk north
I lost my way
You're the compass
I‘m the magnet that‘s distracting you
I don’t hesitate, I walk northbound

Stained glass reality
Make my world look like fantasy
Let the colors blur my faults
I build my own prison with no way out

Was it me?
That turned this world upside down
Or was it becoming it on it‘s own?
No serenity
My vision is fading, I‘m seeing the dark
Silhouettes are crawling upon my skin
Tearing flesh from my aching bones
Leave me for the rest, just rip my head of

I lost my way
You're the compass
I‘m the magnet that‘s distracting you
I don’t hesitate, I walk north

I lost my way
Since the compass‘s gone
I'm floating here without a trace
I don’t hesitate, I fall down