Every Last Goodbye

I can be so cold
Lie at my will in ways you can never know
And you, you shut yourself out
Drop off the grid and leave me to think it out
With every last goodbye
I find that I'm asking myself why
I failed to make amends
I am breaking down
Expect you to still be here when I'm not around

I am coasting, slowly ageing
Another year gone I've said enough
With every last goodbye
I find that I'm asking myself why
I failed to make amends
With every last goodbye
Every time I change my mind
I guess it will never end

I, I feel so numb
You left and took everything and anyone that helped me carry on

'Cus I am coasting, slowly ageing
Another year gone I've said enough
With every last goodbye
I find that I'm asking myself why
I failed to make amends
With every last goodbye
Every time I change my mind
I guess it will never end