By The Way

By the way,
The more I think about this sad story
The more I feel deceived
Couldn't I have been betrayed,
After all?

Anyway,
I understand that things have changed in your life
Should I feel guilty about that?
No I won't come maskless
Anymore?

All this time,
I did my best
To protect my integrity
But it's a lost cause now.

My will to believe in humanity
Simply sank and faded away
The vanishing pride of a mortal man

Everyday
Since this evening of torment
This bloody argument,
I felt so guilty
And evil