Not Now... Not Ever

every word tell to you
oh you won't listen oh you won't listen
And i will keep on holding my arms up
but do you notice? but you don't notice

it takes all i have not to decide
just to leave you, leave you with this mess
it takes all i have to push it aside
but you don't care you keep on pushing
till it's time

I will not cross that line
I told you every time, believe me

I think much less on how to please you
than you may think
i'm sorry but i just dont care
at least anymore

cause i've always fought against the tide
when i believe i do not belong there
and it is all i have left when they're
gonna believe me, please please believe me

i need more than this to wake up to
Oh and i dont, i do not know i...
but it's all i have left when they're gone
and i'm sorry oh i'm so sorry but it's time

I will not cross that line
I told you every time, believe me

I think much less on how to please you
than you may think
i'm so filled with problems
and you, yes you are one
on me and i am
sorry but i don't care

but i would wait all night, all night
for you to hear
that i still care
but i need you to believe
I'm not your friend
but at least i am not your foe
i still need you to know, know

but it's only my heart i can't change
no
and it is keeping me awake
oh
i seem to forget my place
no
if i'm rambling please stop me, stop me