Disassociation

Where have I been
My time is broken
And my eyes are open
But I can't see

What do I feel
Girl I'm feeling hopeless
And I'm feeling broken
Without me

I'm just hoping it's a side effect
Of the shit that I've done that I still regret
At times even out at night
I'm just hoping that there comes a day
That this weight on my mind it begins to fade
Cause I'm tired but I'm doing alright

I know that it will go away
But it haunts my sleep up until this day

So I walk around
And I'm wearing the skin of
A man who gets lost in a crowd
And these hands are not mine
When I catch myself looking down

I'm just hoping it's a side effect
Of the shit that I've done and I still regret
At times even out at night
I'm just hoping that there comes a day
That this weight on my mind it begins to fade
Cause I'm tired but I'm doing alright

I know that it will go away
But it haunts my sleep up until this day

And I've been losing sleep
Without you next to me
I've been locked outside my head
Without the key to let me in
And I've lost control
I'm not me anymore
So let me in
To my own head

I know that it will go away
But it haunts my sleep up until this day

And I've been losing sleep
Without you next to me
I've been locked outside my head
Without the key to let me in
And I've lost control
I'm not me anymore
So let me in
To my own head