I'm Okay

Well, I didn't even cry that day
Yeah, I just walked out straight
And I said, "well, okay."
I've got a big, ole' story in me and it's more
Than just a bunch of shit that you had to say.

Was I hoping just to get in my car and get on the freeway.
But google maps still knew I was red, and not okay.
So I just sat in my car and let it all out.
And I pretended to text you what I wanted to say.

But I thought I'd write this song instead,
'Cause it's cooler
Than calling you and texting you
Like I was a high schooler.

But I guess it's not cool, anyway.
To lose your love, to go astray.
And I guess it's not cool to go away.
I guess it's pretty bad to not be okay.

So I got in my car and I got it started
And just I said, "well, what about that?"
I said, "well, I ain't gonna follow no 'google maps'!
I'm just gonna try to find the street that I lived on!"

Try to find where I live.
I don't care about no helicopters.
Or what you're gonna think about this.
Me pulling away, me slamming my door.
And me leaving in my car for, like, 20 minutes.
Before I even left your house that day.

I don't care what you're gonna say,
Or what kinda story you're gonna make.
I just know that I'm, I'm gonna be okay
With all of it.

I just said that I don't even care if I'm gonna be okay
With the story that you tried to make out of me.
And I don't care if you had a lot to say,
Or you're just a picture that makes me wanna look away.

I'm just here trying to be my own queen.
I guess the "king" thing didn't work out for me.
So I'm putting the crying away.
I don't give a shit what you have to say.

I'm okay.
I'm okay.
I'm okay.

And I just said that I don't even care if I'm gonna be okay
With the story that you tried to make out of me.
And I don't care if you had a lot to say,
If I'm just a picture that makes you wanna look away.

I'm okay.