Remembering After You Chose Her Every Lie

It's been three days now
And I've hated
Every one of them
I said Id been fine
But I'm so far away from it
It's cold where you are
I wish I was there
I wrote all this down
So you'd know that I care

All my life
I was waiting
For this cold December
To end
I pilled my hopes
On the premonition
That you could see me
Princess

I heard the alarm
But I opted
For my bed sheets
It's safer in here
Where I can cower
From reality
The son's coming up
And now i'm awake
I can't hide from you
But I can run away

All my life
I was waiting
For this cold December
To end
I piled my hopes
On the premonition
That you could see me
Princess
And I've lied to myself
And I'm convincing
But crazy
And crazy
Is better than sad
When is this going to stop
Make it stop
Because I'm dying
I'm dying
To see you so bad