Savior

Since you've been gone, my baby, I thought
To put a lock in my mouth
I crawled the stairs to top of my mind
And down the window I threw my fantasies
I'm new now

The streets were filled with frozen leaves
(As cold as steel)
But now I see the road bellow this
Sadness often changes the seasons point
(So lost to find out)
But I rather stand than almost die
Don't go on me now

You left me alone just a little bit
and I could find in myself
what I could not by your side
Busy trying to save us

I see I'm good at my nails size
(How huge, grandma)
Enjoying that room recovering back my time
You can look at my face
and don't recognize me
(What a surprise)
For months I could not see a light

So, leave me alone just little bit for now
I found in myself what I did not by your side
Busy trying to save us

Leave me alone since you waved me goodbye
I found in myself what I did not by your side
I was busy trying to save us
But fuck it all, I won't be your savior now
I'm busy too much to still saving you

Since you've been gone, my baby, I thought
I changed the lock of my heart