First Rain (Cold Rain)

For a long time, I was foolish
I didn't make an effort to forget
The dangerous greed left over inside my heart
Please don't approval any more

I can cry by myself without the people noticing
The person that sent said..
Now, in me
The nights where I am drunk from alcohol are instead much easier
Comfortably without thoughts
Because than I can fall asleep

How much sleep did I sleep?
To me, the morning has no meaning
Love is a more painful thing until you hate it
Now I realize that

The people without knowing will probably look for you
The person thrown away said
I can't yearn for it
If it is the day that is restless, in ten, I'll pretend to be crazy while getting hit by the rain
If it's completely me
Only because it feels like I'm going to die

Now you probably don't know me
Because I've become a person that is no longer weak like me
I can live like the old days
However my empty heart is only a shell of me

Don't curse my changing appearance
The person that sent said..
Now, in me
The nights where I am drunk from alcohol are instead much easier
Comfortably without thoughts
Because than I can fall asleep

I no longer have a lingering attachment
Now, good bye