Cathedral Bells

I hear sounds that my mouth didn’t make
I hear words that you don’t ever say
There’s a door, there’s a door to the cage
I’m not afraid. I’m not afraid yet
I see patterns of light in the dark
When the red opens up, there’s a star
In the sensory cave that you made; I lie awake
I’m still awake

I can’t move, like I’m stuck in the mud, I’m up to my neck
Face in the flood, my feet in cement. Hey—
I’m confused by the shapes in the dark
The thoughts in my head
I know I’m alive, I thought I was dead

I’ve got moves to make but I can’t move
I’ve got moves to make but I can’t move

There’s a light at the top of the stairs
I wanna know what goes on up there
Live a life in a world outside
Tell me why? So tell me why

I can’t move, like I’m stuck in the mud, I’m up to my neck
Face in the flood, my feet in cement. Hey—
I’m confused by the shapes in the dark
The thoughts in my head
I know I’m alive, I thought I was dead
I don’t have words so I made them myself
And now the silence rings like a cathedral bell
I can’t move, like I’m stuck in a box with no room to stretch
Alone with my thoughts. So what happens next?

I’ve got moves to make but I can’t move
I’ve got moves to make but I can’t move

I can’t move, like I’m stuck in the mud, I’m up to my neck
Face in the flood, my feet in cement. Hey—
I’m confused by the shapes in the dark
The thoughts in my head
I know I’m alive, I thought I was dead