So here I go again to make the same mistake I click the button, and it slowly loads the page I reassure myself that she will satisfy my lust But impersonal relationships will never be enough (never be enough!) I've never felt more trapped in my life My sins, a bottomless pit that keeps expanding over time And yet I'll jump right in, thinking I'll come out fine But instead I end up laying my manhood on the line It's hard to be pure when the alternative seems beautiful And men would rather give into their wants than be bold We know it's hurting families, we know it murders souls We know it's killing us, but no one wants to speak up (Overload-, I need some clarity!) I'd never thought I'd get this far away These eyes were never meant to be enslaved Why would I fight if I'm losing anyway? What will it take? (Don't let me stay here) I try to justify it all, but I know it's wrong This conviction is deep, but my desires are strong Will I ever overcome this mayhem? (Will I understand?) (You are my father's daughter! You are my brother's sister!) If I were to be as blunt as possible If I told you what we're really thinking For the sake of men everywhere Would you get how sick we are? Oh, I like undressing girls with my eyes I like imagining I took her home, pretending she's my wife Trying to justify the issue that's destroying my life All I think about is sex in any form I can find It's scary how I often feel so far from grace It's inescapable temptation, and my thoughts, they race I'm ashamed of the ideas that my mind creates Are you ashamed that you can relate? Because these pornography addictions make a billion-dollar business Since we're all too weak to fight our urges We've been telling women that they're merely entertainment and otherwise just useless There must be more to life and love than lusting over images So where do I put God in all of this? I claim my God is sovereign But I'm only giving in to the power of my flesh While making Christ out to be weak Men of God, will we stand up and overcome this great disease? I just want to be free