If You Could Only See Me Now

I heard it this morning, you were moving away
Somebody's taking you to a world of rainbows
Why should you stay? Mmmm
I hope that you find it, that dream butterfly
I used to hold it right here between my fingers
Then let it die

If you could only see me now
The way I drag my heart around
You wouldn't recognise the man
Whose pride let you go somehow
If you could look inside my mind
Your smile is showing all the time
I see it everyday, there's no escape
From this pain inside

I go through the motions of living each day
A twilight place where the sunlight never rises
Color me gray
It's usual that I feel so sad
Remembering the times we had
Rewinding the clock again

If you could only see me now
The way I drag my heart around
You wouldn't recognise the man
Whose pride let you go somehow
If you could look inside my mind
Your smile is showing all the time
I see it everyday, there's no escape
From this pain inside