Waltzer

The dead girl looks at me but she doesn't smile anymore
A terminal disease has taken all the life from her

You live under a cloud
Drinking all the time
You drown in rosé wine
You're drunk and maudlin now
The floodgates open wide
The pain is like ocean size, ocean size

Jesus Christ, I just can't go on with this sad excuse
I've been slipping down life's razorblade
And sucking the shine from a knife

And I always played the clown
My smile is turning down
My smile has turned to slime
I juggle with the empties
I struggle with the emptiness
The pain is like needles in your eyes, needles in your eyes

The dead girl looks at me
What does she see? A transparency
Catching the light now and then
Dropped in life's ocean and caught in the swell

You're drunk and maudlin now
The floodgates open out
The dam was open wide
The pain is like an ocean
You're praying for a way out
The pain is like ocean size, needles in your eyes
Ocean size, needles in your eyes
Ocean size