Suffocate

Coming out the gutter
With a little bit of mud
I swear to God
I never know when to shut
The fuck up
Wearing a sign tagged up
I love her

I'm gonna find myself some comfort
Suffer the fate I care for nothing
Limit the sky
It's just a fuckin' way to think
You stand for something
Casting out the line
I know I'm finally saved
I know that I'm vain
I always wished another life and face
Reminisce about the past
And then I gasp and wince
Suffocate and now I wish I died
I'll never miss

Time is slipping
Wish I hadn't missed
Another kiss dismissed
To my dismay, I hit another spliff
And blew it all away

I'm gone with the wind
Again and again
I spend a day of splender
Lost in the thoughts
A letter I lost
She wrote return to sender

I suffocate and lacerate
The memories so I can find a way
To write this song
There's nothing left to right
But wrongs I feel inside
My chest fells like it's caving in
I have to stop

So this is it
I blow a kiss
Pull the trigger
Then I'm gone

One hit, two hit
Free me from my tortuous ways
I cannot ease my mind
Although I try on most days
I fill my cup with what I most
My ignorant haze
She played her game
I'll follow suit
My hand fall with spades
You dig that hole
From what I know
Blade buries the same
Stabbed in the back
It's a fine line between
Pleasure and pain
I'll get her back
My love attack
She cried when she came
This flame got cold
This fight gets old
Watch you suffocate

Spread across my eyes
These white lines
Hold the sheet above my head
Tuck me away with a tag
Stainless steel for a new bed
I wanna hold these moments
A little longer
Wouldn't you wanna see me stronger

It's not like it's somber
Look towards the light
And I promise it's over
Welted my life with your hate
Beater til I could no longer take it
I'm willing to face it
This love was a period of hatred
Complacent
You taste it
I wasted most of my youth
Half of the time I was fighting
The truth
Fuck it
I'd be lying if I said
I never loved you