Coming out the gutter With a little bit of mud I swear to God I never know when to shut The fuck up Wearing a sign tagged up I love her I'm gonna find myself some comfort Suffer the fate I care for nothing Limit the sky It's just a fuckin' way to think You stand for something Casting out the line I know I'm finally saved I know that I'm vain I always wished another life and face Reminisce about the past And then I gasp and wince Suffocate and now I wish I died I'll never miss Time is slipping Wish I hadn't missed Another kiss dismissed To my dismay, I hit another spliff And blew it all away I'm gone with the wind Again and again I spend a day of splender Lost in the thoughts A letter I lost She wrote return to sender I suffocate and lacerate The memories so I can find a way To write this song There's nothing left to right But wrongs I feel inside My chest fells like it's caving in I have to stop So this is it I blow a kiss Pull the trigger Then I'm gone One hit, two hit Free me from my tortuous ways I cannot ease my mind Although I try on most days I fill my cup with what I most My ignorant haze She played her game I'll follow suit My hand fall with spades You dig that hole From what I know Blade buries the same Stabbed in the back It's a fine line between Pleasure and pain I'll get her back My love attack She cried when she came This flame got cold This fight gets old Watch you suffocate Spread across my eyes These white lines Hold the sheet above my head Tuck me away with a tag Stainless steel for a new bed I wanna hold these moments A little longer Wouldn't you wanna see me stronger It's not like it's somber Look towards the light And I promise it's over Welted my life with your hate Beater til I could no longer take it I'm willing to face it This love was a period of hatred Complacent You taste it I wasted most of my youth Half of the time I was fighting The truth Fuck it I'd be lying if I said I never loved you