Bitter Truth

Words as cruel as nights
Even without so much anger
I felt your content
You always smiled at me
But I felt dead inside
Because of your false concern

You demonic beast
My laughter is of anger and pain
If one day you saw me smile
It's because you never really saw me crying
You didn't even care about that

What if I disappeared from your life
What if I stopped fighting in vain

Your negligence led to my death
So don't cry such fake tears
If I were so cold
I would rip your heart
But I would never lower myself to be someone like you
I'd rather die with the least bit of honor
Your person is fate worthless
I'd rather rest in peace without your heartless tears

If monsters aren't real
Then why do you exist
I wanted to see you far away
But that seems more impossible than avoiding a war
It's like suffocating just having you here
I feel aimless under pressure
You make me feel under pressure
And hate with the desire to die

I swear to God
I will reject you
Just like you rejected me
And I will bury you in my mind
And I will rip out your heart and destroy you

I swear to God
I will reject you
Just like you rejected me
And I will bury you in my mind
And I will rip out your heart and destroy you

I swear to God
I will
And I will bury you in my mind
And I will rip out your heart and destroy you

Your neglect led to my death
So don't cry such fake tears
If I were so cold
I would tear your heart out
But I would never lower myself to be someone like you
Rather die with the least bit of honor
Your person is falsely worthless
I'd rather rest in peace without your tears
Without feelings