Remember

It could make me wanna sit down and cry, ev´rything we´ll ever be has to
die, ev´rything we ever were is dead, I cannot believe what I´ve had. It
could make me wanna turn around, I don´t wanna be lost and not found,
ev´rything that I lose, it just turns me upside down. Whatever I did on the
way to becoming myself, here, today, all the skins that I shed like a snake
have gone astray. I could not be me, I could not feel me, ´cause I realize
I can´t be just what I used to be. If I could only bring it back forever,
if I could only bring it back forever... if I could only bring me back
forever... forever !
You don´t know just what it means to me, I could never go back to be the way I used to be - believe me - deep inside I think it´s killing me I could live I could die, I could pray I could try to be me, but i can´t be me !

I remember me as a child, now my phantasies running wild, like a smell or a taste from the past, this reminds me of me. Ev´rything that I used to do, I was so small, ev´rything was new, I never knew, what I´d grow up into. I remember the fear and the pain, I remember the joy just the same, I remember myself like a friend from days gone by. I could not be me, I could not feel me,´cause I realize I can´t be just what
I used to be. If I could only bring it back forever... if I could only
bring it back forever... if I could only bring me back forever... forever !

I tried and tried to ease the pain, but now I´m gone and I cannot come home
again. Where´s the little boy, that I used to be, of ev´rything that I´ve
lost I never wanted to lose me, use me up like a battery-pack, I never
wanted to leave, but now I can´t come back, I never felt it before, but I
feel it here today, I wanna make it stay... but the memories fade away !